Happy Spring everyone! I am so excited to tell you about how Winter went because I got to spend the majority of the season in the place I need to be for the rest of my life, London. And I really feel like I got a proper peek into the future.

I suppose it started at the turn of Fall 2025 when I spent November in London, trying to make sense of everything that was pulling me to this city. Fall 2025 into Winter 2025 was a lot of grief and chaos and as much as I hoped to find some sort of rest in the holiday season, it never really came. Until I returned to London in January. Because it was then that God’s own “I’m making your dreams come true” energy came and lifted me out of the ocean of grief. Stick around for the playlist as I tell you about that arc through this month’s playlist.

While Fall and its realizations came with a lot of new grief with a family health scare and a death in my extended family and then me realizing the seriousness of moving to London, I felt this need to figure things out fast. That’s why it was such a shock to my system to realize that my word of the year for 2026 needed to be “slow”. And naturally there it was on track 1 of my 2025 album of the year, Accelerator by Bad Suns. (Because of course it is, of course they would do that to me.)

As Winter settled in, I ached being apart from my boyfriend Luke, even if for just a month and some change. I trudged through some work amidst a chaotically dystopian news cycle during the holidays and before I knew it, I was ready to take flight to London for my 30th birthday trip.

Literally as soon as I got to London, my soul and nervous system heaved a sigh of relief. I met a bouquet-carrying Luke at the airport and eventually just sort of collapsed into him once again. What waited for us in February was a month of celebrations: our 8 month anniversary, my 30th, Valentine’s Day, his 28th, and finally, a weekend trip to see Bad Suns start their tour in the UK in Glasgow — which led to our 9 month anniversary at the beginning of March. It was A DREAM.

Throughout February, I made it a point to find places to slow down. Whether I went exploring all over London or went to connect with new people, I found so much joy in taking my slow mornings and then settling into work from 2pm until midnight. Not gonna lie though, it was a tough balance with the way my work schedule was going. I was really frustrated trying to balance staying in the moment with getting work done and exploring London and figuring out my visa plan and observing London moms caring for their babies in cold weather and figuring out how to get to my office to get my work done for the day and making time to rest and making sure to do laundry/keep my friend Grace’s flat clean and making time to see new friends and sending postcards to friends back in North America and trying to stay in the loop on social media for my job and making sure to plan the celebrations with Luke and remembering to call my mom — it was A LOT. But I felt SO alive.

I didn’t even notice March creep in, especially because the first week of March stayed in the glow of February’s eventfulness with me going to see shows in London at night instead of being cooped up in my rented office space. I saw a client’s show, Bad Suns at Electric Ballroom, and then I got to see Luke perform a few poems (including one about me 🥹). But the second week of March came in like a revelatory ray of sun light to ground me in reality: I have to go back to LA on the 14th. Now, as I’m writing this, I am still in London. But it’s begun to hit me that I need to take this glimpse of the future I received and let it sustain me in the process I’m about to enter.

I’ve known this since Fall — the next two years are gonna be a process. And I’m now aware that I’m not at the start of the process, I’m in the thick of it. It’s frustrating to think about how I can’t just speed up to when I’m living in London with Luke, happily married. As I head into Spring, I’m realizing that I can’t rush the season I’m in. I have to take time to sort through my affairs away from Luke physically. It’s time to get to work and to continue to find the joys in the slowness. I’m happy to report that Luke will be visiting me in LA in April. And no doubt, I am excited to make that second verse of “Communicating” by Bad Suns come true — “it could be like a movie scene, palm trees, ocean breeze, sunset, broken dreams.”

Winter was about a lot of vision casting and it took some time to understand that. I had to have a few moments of pinching myself that I was living something I’d already dreamed about as I started to envision the next set of dreams. Spring really feels like the actual start of 2026, and I know I’m not the only who thinks that. But without adieu, here’s the soundtrack of Winter 2025.

Highlights

Heart Shaped Locket by Shallow Alcove

“Tying up my loose ends in the perfect ruins. Growing older is a gift, letting go is just a part of it…”

I knew I had to start my Winter playlist with this song when I heard it on a walk. Something about coming back from London in November planted this urgency of needing to start a new wave of grieving. And what came to the surface was the way I knew my friendships were changing. In some ways, I’d already been grieving that but it felt like it was right in front of me. And then throughout the season it kept haunting me. It hurt to finally realize that some friends were ghosting me and that I was starting to ghost other friends. It started really breaking my heart because a couple of those friendships in particular had been close ones. This song captured the way I was wistfully walking around thinking of those friendships. It’s just part of life that these things happen and sometimes you have just cry about it and wish them the best from afar when you think of them.

Glitter by fkblnde

“Driving til we’re home hey…”

My girl Carly is back at it AGAIN. As we coined the term, she has flown too close to the crack with this absolute BOP. If you’re looking for an immaculate vibe to dissociate to in a good way, you gotta leave this one on repeat like I did. Also this song demands you do put glitter on your eyes, I don’t make the rules.

What’s Best For You by Bad Suns

“You know I’m lying, I’ve been prolonging my heartache…”

As I stewed in the end of the year album reflection for Bad Suns’ Accelerator, this song became my anthem to cry to. It accompanied the grief from letting go of those friendships. This song speaks about grieving a relationship and wanting what’s best for them. The way I was feeling my way through it was two-fold: 1) these friendships weren’t going to be with me in this season and I was allowed to be sad about it and 2) I had to mentally tell my parents and employers that I wasn’t going to be making decisions with them first in mind anymore — because what’s best for them at the end of the day won’t be me forever. I had to learn to deal with the fact that people will be disappointed with my decisions.

How to Kill Houseplants by Spacey Jane

“Water me darling, love is a garden…”

I’m just so in love with the longing in this song. Also the sentiment in “water me darling, love is a garden” is just such a beautiful way to put it. I wasn’t relating to the sentiment in this song but something about it was pulling me into it. Anyway, just such a beautiful winter song.

I Can See (The Future) by Leith Ross

“And the winter still comes, in the light of the sun…”

This was the theme song of the season. As soon as I heard it, something in my soul stirred. Leith Ross’s entire album just felt like the perfect companion to me this season. But this song in particular felt like a ray of light in a cloudy winter. I was grieving a lot but I felt in my bones that I was about to get a glimpse of my future with my trip to London. With the start of the new year, I held onto that seed of a feeling. And then before I knew it, I was home again in London. And every day I was in London felt like a dream.

20teens by Blessing Jolie

“Karma said he wanna come around with no daisies…”

I found this song on TikTok and was immediately obsessed. I remember telling Luke about it and he was like “YES”. I love sharing music with him. This song scratches the same itch that F2F by SZA did for me. The riff at the end?? So satisfying. Do I know what she means by “you went to nookie”? Nope! Am I still obsessed? HELL YEA. I need more songs like this please and thank you!!

Evolve by 5 Seconds of Summer

“I know that I got to, I got to evolve…”

I couldn’t stop listening to this album all of December and January. This song in particular was such a vibe. I had a feeling I was evolving, especially being in London. It was also making me think of the evolution processes I’d be witnessing in Luke. Heck, the evolving I’d already been witnessing. And it made me understand the male brain a little better.

Anna Sun by WALK THE MOON

“What can I say this house is falling apart…”

I was only in LA for like a month but it was enough for me to feel like everything was falling apart. The entire time I was sitting with the thought my parents’ household was really so fragile, especially as my dad had been recovering from a heart attack as soon as I’d returned from London. I felt this mix of guilt and resolve that I knew I needed to keep moving forward, even if things felt so precarious. It’s a sad reality to see your parents lose their strength but it also makes you realize that all they want is to know you can build something too.

Treasure by Leith Ross

“Slow down, come take a break in my arms…”

As I mentioned, Leith Ross’s album was my album of the season. And this song in particular felt like the perfect accompaniment to understanding the purpose of my word of the year, “slow”. I felt really grateful for the ability to have song hit the sentiment perfectly. My life for the past 1.5 years has been a lot and it’s been really hard to find time to be gentle with myself through it. I realized I’d been treating myself really unkindly by always trying to do the most. And suddenly I started realizing that all my mistakes were coming from me moving too fast. Leith sings with such delicate care that it made me realize it was really as simple as starting to savor the little things. Life hasn’t stopped being a lot, but I’ve found it crucial to carve out those times to savor.

HAZE by 5 Seconds of Summer

“It’s a hell of a ride loving you…”

I was fully steeping in the 5 Seconds of Summer catalog in January and this song seems to capture the whirlwind love story between Luke and I. This song helped me understand the dream that this love story has been while grounding me in the reality that this love really is so simple. It’s crazy how this relationship is one of very few things in my life that is stable right now. And it brings me so much joy and peace. I’ve realized what a treat it is to have a person that stabilizes me like this. It’s unlike any relationship I’ve ever had and it is a hell of a ride.

Now Or Never by Kendrick Lamar (ft. Mary J. Blige)

“I can feel the energy in the air, it feel like I’m supposed to be here…”

Luke and I decided to do this really cute thing where we gave each other lists of music, TV shows, and films to consume thoughtfully this year. Luke made it clear to me that I needed to properly listen to Kendrick’s best albums. This song stood out from my listen to good kid, M.A.A.D city (Deluxe) and I found myself jamming to it as I tried to find hope in the really dark timeline I’ve been living in. It helped ground me in the excitement of what was to come from my trip to London.

Show Love by Mary J. Blige

“You gotta just keep movin’, don’t worry about what they doin’…”

Luke also got me listening to Mary J. Blige’s The Breakthrough. This song off the deluxe album got me GOOD. The guitar riff is so badass and it’s exactly the type of song I love strutting down the street to. It was also such a good reminder in this season.

Snow on the Bluff by Evening Elephants

“Go where the river’s cold and you taste like snow…”

This song showed up on an Apple Music radio I had randomly listened to and it felt like such an immediate vibe for me. It’s the kind of song that just hits a good seasonal vibe and I was grateful for it.

Got My Mind Set on You by Brandon Flowers

“But it’s gonna take money, a whole lot of spending money. It’s gonna take plenty of money, to do it right child…”

Once I got to London and my nervous system reset from being with Luke again, I was needing to figure out how to get serious about how I’d be moving to London one day. I knew there was a lot to figure out and a lot of investigating for visa and timeline purposes. As I was figuring things out, I knew I needed to not let myself get overwhelmed by it. I remember hearing the OG George Harrison song at a Tesco and immediately realizing it’s how I was feeling. Classically, I added it to my playlist. And then I saw Brandon Flowers from The Killers covered it and it just hit another part of my soul.

YAMAHA by Dijon

“Baby I’m in love with this particular emotion…”

Luke and I got to go see Dijon at Brixton Academy and it felt so special to mark my first concert with Luke in London with this. I can’t believe we finally got to be a couple at a concert lol. But real talk, Dijon was an INCREDIBLE performer. The downside was there wasn’t an opener but forever treasuring that night as the first of many concerts with Luke.

Aperture by Harry Styles

“’It finally appears it’s only love…”

I didn’t know what to expect from Harry Styles’s return to music but I was pleasantly surprised by this song. It was the type of “I’m making this for fun” kind of music that I could tell he needed to return to after the success of Harry’s House. I loved the experimental lean. It also seemed to capture the euphoria I was feeling from my re-balanced nervous system from being with Luke in London again. It was also such a treat that I got to see my best friends Katie and Seb visit us and meet Luke for the first time! On an afternoon riverboat tour nonetheless!

London Plane Trees Grow in Philly by Annabelle Dinda

“Ache of living, fear of dying. “They’re the same,” says Fate, while sighing…”

I was so excited to listen to Annabelle Dinda’s album after I heard “The Hand” on TikTok back in autumn. And let me tell you, it was the perfect album to listen to during a rainy, wintry Friday night in London. Her lyrics are so beautiful and exactly what I needed to help slow me down. This was the first of a few songs this season that somehow called out London.

ME AGAIN! by Never Ending Fall

“I don’t know what you think you’re doing but you’re doing it to me again…”

Now, I’ve been a bit disconnected from the NEF livestreams so I’ve missed the their “LEAK FM” streams for a minute now lol. However, I do remember these song titles being thrown around. I was seen from a SOUL level with this song. Like, they got me SO GOOD. I remember walking around that same rainy Friday night around Holborn listening to this song and feeling like I was a character in a romantic movie for REALLL. This song yearns and desires in such a delicate and ferocious way and I’m beyond here for it.

Seeyouagain by Juice

“The light in your eyes can always shine again, I’ll see you again…”

I’ve been a casual fan of Juice for a minute now and this song has been the perfect song to groove along to, especially as I was trying to take my slow mornings in London seriously. This song also came in handy later in my trip when I was trying to remind myself I’d see London again soon.

ily anyway by Strings and Heart

“But as I get a bit closer, I feel a hand touch my shoulder…”

When February kicked off, I felt two things: one, overwhelming love and excitement to celebrate all month with the love of my life and two, this profound sadness about the way I would get a taste of uprooting my life. I remember going out to celebrate Luke and I’d 8 month anniversary and just feeling extremely exhausted. The next day, I fully crashed out when I thought about how none of my friends from home would be with me on my birthday later that week. And it was a really difficult — albeit hormonally instigated — Monday morning. The sadness that hit me felt insurmountable and the only thing that helped me through that grief that morning was this song. Ever so sweetly, this song delivered the message to me that God loves me when I’m crashing out. I needed to hear that so badly. And it’s what led me to getting through the workday that evening.

Pies Descalzos, Sueños Blancos by Shakira

“Las mujeres se casan siempre antes de treinta…”

As I turned 30, the rebellion made its home in my veins. I made my 30th birthday playlist thinking of the past/present/future that was staring at me in London. And this song made me realize I was living and building the kind of life that all the past versions of me would be proud of.

In My Life by The Beatles

“But of all these friends and lovers, there is no one compares with you…”

I can’t remember at what point this song came back into my memory, but let me tell ya — it hit differently knowing that the “you” I was singing to was in fact the love of my life that I’d found in London. And it’s true, Luke makes me see love differently. Especially as I navigated the grief of my friendships changing and in other case dying, I was realizing that the way Luke has been loving me is so different to anyone else. There are times when I feel a comparison of love to my parents (in a rare good way) or a comparison of love to Juliette or Katie or Whitney or Erin or Maddy. But then there’s this unexplained soul level sense of being seen that he just gets. But there’s also the really good makeout sessions though lol.

To Love Somebody by Holly Humberstone

“It all breaks down, it always does. It all works out, it always does…”

Holly Humberstone came back with new music and immediately decided to attack me lol. This song met me in a crash out as I figured out I wasn’t as great of a communicator as I thought. Without going too into it, Luke and I were working through an intimacy situation and I had a mix of disappointment and fear that I had to process. This mixing with the grief of not having my closest friends with me felt a bit much. But this song came alongside me and reminded me these things are just part of loving and being loved. Of course your old operating systems of hating yourself and body aren’t gonna work anymore, you’re experiencing something new that’s actually good for you!

COME GET YOUR GIRL by Lights

“I’m in the city on the curbside, come get your girl…”

That issue didn’t cause us separation by any means, if anything it brought us closer. It made me realize the joy of rewriting scripts in my head and appreciating a man loving me slowly. In other words, we never stopped. I would listen to this song on my way to meet Luke. I can still remember coming up tube station escalators mouthing the words to this song like I was in a music video.

Aphrodite by Nick Jonas

“‘Cause you do what you do, and you do it so well…”

Nick Jonas we are SO BACK. I loved this album and it felt like such a testament to Nick’s commitment to his artistry. This song felt so Dijon coded and I ATE IT UP. The guitar solo at the end of the choruses is TASTYYY. Like it just scratches my brain in all the right ways. Good job Nick.

London Foolishly by Nick Jonas

“Another foggy night in London town and all the dreamers are asleep. No one understands what I have found, no not even me…”

Nick Jonas dug up this song from 2010 and released it, it was ICONIC. I vaguely remember him playing it on a Jonas Brothers livestream (my OG livestream kings fr) and just being like “wow he’s so talented”. It felts again so on the nose to release it while I was in London.

Homewrecker by Sombr

“I wanna kiss you on the bed and on the floor. When I’m poor, when I’m bored, I am yours, I am yours, I am yours…”

I love this bop. Sombr concert controversies aside, I really think he’s a talented songwriter and producer. He’s just a kid right now and the fact that he’s making these absolute bangers — I’m kind of getting the same feeling as I did with Olivia Rodrigo where he’s just gonna keep getting better. So yeah idc I’m gonna be listening to his music.

Heaven by Arlo Parks

“There’s a space you find between. When I catch a glimpse of heaven, I know I can’t take it with me…”

I was shocked when Luke said he didn’t like Arlo Parks, but he said he loved this song. Arlo Parks has always held a special place in my heart for the way her music helped me during the pandemic. This song is otherworldly and I forget how beautiful this gentle spaceship ride of a song is. Highly recommend listening to it.

Different Kind of Love by Young the Giant

“Livin’ in a house that’s not your home. Livin’ on a prayer you used to know. Give in to the weight, but don’t let go, don’t let go…”

New Young the Giant was THE BIGGEST TREAT for me. I love this band and just all the love and care they put into their albums. This one has me pumped. This song immediately hit me and I had to feel my way through this one. This song feels like the tv show commercial song for this era of my life. Being in London and feeling like I need to build my life there with Luke is really special but I’m so conscious of all the work it will take to make these glimpses I’ve gotten reality. But it is so true that Luke and I are building a different kind of love from our parents and even from our siblings. And I can’t wait to see how the story keeps unfolding.

Dancing On The Wall by MUNA

“You’re the wall that I keep banging my head against…”

NEW MUNA WE ARE SO BACK. I loved dancing to this song as I waited for my train. It’s like this song immediately transports you to the moment you’re in the club having a breakdown or existential crisis. Very brat imo. And I’m ngl I love dissociating at the club.

vampire by Olivia Rodrigo

“I used to think I was smart but you made me look so naive…”

This entire season had me feeling so out of whack with work. I was feeling out of control, questioning if I was doing what I wanted to be doing. I was working hard but I couldn’t tell if it was all worth it. I felt myself casting blame on one person so I ended up channeling all that frustration into listening to this song regularly. As a result, I felt really off and to be honest, I’m not sure how I’m supposed to be moving forward here. I think if anything it’s about me building resilience and not taking it out on others.

The Great Divide by Noah Kahan

“You know I think about you all the time and my deep misunderstanding of your life…”

I remember finding a rare quiet moment in my friend Grace’s flat to listen to this song. Almost immediately it made me cry. It made me think about how my strained friendships were affecting me. The fact that there was nothing I could really do for these friends on my mind but pray for them and send them a little money for a community call for help the put out — I had to remind myself that I could still love them from afar. Even if it hurt to not be there physically.

Nueva York by Leanys

““See you soon” is never soon enough…”

Love this song, found it on TikTok. You know me, just a long distance relationship girly. I could feel the days pass by in the blink of an eye. Like before I knew it February was coming to an end. I’d have to return to longing for Luke in LA. This gentle song felt like a great companion.

HORSESHOE by Tate McRae

“So who am I to cry tonight? Such a lucky girl, I know. But where should all my sadness go?…”

STOP THE PRESSES. I’ve finally found a Tate McRae song I actually like. Amy Allen, one of pop’s best songwriters out there right now, is on this song and something about the way she writes wistful melody lines matches up with Tate’s register PERFECTLY. I need more like this thank you.

Malaise by Breakup Shoes

“No more waiting, times are a-changing. I’m finally getting out of my own way…”

This song really captured the spirit of resolve I was developing. I was reminding myself I had grown a lot in the past year, even if I couldn’t see it. I had vision of what I wanted next and I was taking steps to make it happen. And heck, it was already happening! Because there I was living in London. Yes it was a comparatively short trip, but I still had found a rhythm. I was making friends and new connections in the city. I was finding out my favorite spots. I was finally getting out of my own way.

Lonely Touch by Sarah Kinsley

“I want to feel it all, the edges of your soul…”

This song is PERFECTION. Sarah Kinsley’s most recent EP is PERFECTION. I remember listening to it nonstop on a Sunday night trying to kill time before I returned to my friend Grace’s flat. I hadn’t had space to just listen to music and it really felt glorious to sit with Sarah Kinsley’s latest project. This song speaks to such a profoundly vulnerable feeling that I had been experiencing but could not find the words for. As Luke and I have been growing in intimacy with one another, it’s been a crazy thing to perceive the soul-level urge I have to merge my entire being with his. I know I sound insane but if you’ve been in love, you’ll get it. Truly I never thought I’d be so in love with someone that just staring at him would be so intense, that I wouldn’t even need to be kissing him to feel our souls reaching out to touch. This song speaks to that ache that Luke and I feel knowing that right now, the time we have together physically is precious. We have these moments where we get glimpses of that merging but it’s another symptom of living in the “not yet”.

Post Sex Ping Pong by SOAP

“All I wanted was some post sex ping pong…”

I found out SOAP was opening for Bad Suns for their UK shows and of course, I had to listen to them beforehand. This song was immediately so fun and playful and it translated to the live show SO WELL. They’re a super fun band, I highly recommend you check them out.

Madeline by Bad Suns

“Summer and winter she’s divine, she’s rain or shine, she’s a comet comes around once in a lifetime…”

As I suspected would be the case, this song perfectly captured what being in love with Luke was like in this trip. I remember listening to this song every chance I could just to slip into a memory or daydream about us. And then before I knew it, I’d be having breakfast in Luke’s kitchen and this song would be playing. The only complaint I have is that they didn’t play it at the Bad Suns Glasgow show when Luke went with me. But then they played it in London when I went and I definitely had a moment of ascending. Never forget how Christo was like “I look around right here right now, right where I’m supposed to be in London, England.” Yeah that was just for me ngl.

Future Tripping by Hilary Duff

“I’m worried about about shit that hasn’t happened yet…”

I felt conflicted about Hilary Duff’s album. On one hand love the sonics but not digging how one note her vocal performance feels. I know that’s how her voice has always kind of been but idk, I wished there was a little more to it. This song felt like it got me good though. This exact feeling is what I slip into all the time now. And Luke of course is the one that helps ground me a little.

Good Grief by The Neighbourhood

“Good, good grief, might take time to set you free…”

I was surprised to know I really enjoyed this album. I don’t know how to feel about The Neighbourhood tbh, but they make really compelling music. This album felt angsty and experimental in all the right ways. They definitely took the tumblr 2014 nostalgia and turned it up a few notches. And I was all for it. This song in particular spoke to all I would have to be leaving in LA to live in London.

Stateside by PinkPantheress (with Zara Larsson)

“All those years I put in for the American Dream. Is it worth all the work if you can’t be here with me?…”

I couldn’t escape this song online but what can I say, it is such a vibe. The amount of times “Boots! That’s my ego boost” was stuck in my head — I feel like I owe Zara Larsson some money lol. But fr, this song feels like the Gen Z hot girl’s transcontinental relationship song.

YDH by Chloe Qisha

“God, I’m acting like a fool, all I wanna do is ah-ah-ah…”

I am so excited for Chloe Qisha’s music. She really has ittt. This song…what can I say…ovulation hits different in my 30s. I’ve never been this feral. Luke said — and I quote “I’ve never seen you like this.” And of all people, he should be the most afraid of this version of me lol. Anyway, this song is my way to cope with that.

Sadness is a Sine Wave by Theo Kandel

“Cause the fact is, nothing is a straight line. It′s little twists of fate, sadness is a sine wave…”

Found Theo (great name) on IG and immediately loved his lyricism. This song felt like the perfect folk song to just dissociate to amidst the busy transition from winter to spring. The way February just slipped into March really mystified me because before I realized it I needed to go back to LA. Before I realized it, all these things I’d been looking forward to for months were over. And that was a grief within itself.

KNIFE! by Never Ending Fall

“I don’t need time when the world keeps dragging me down…”

March 6th was an eventful release day with both NEF and Harry Styles releasing albums — and I was so thankful for it. I think it’s fair to say MOMENTUM! is a strong contender for my album of my year. Something about all these songs feels right for the way this year is going. This song met me in the harsh combination of heading back to LA and wading through a lot of work stuff. In a really determined way, this song fuels me to keep fighting my way through and I’m really glad for it.

American Girls by Harry Styles

“Just spend your life, with those American girls…”

This album and this song coming out right as I was leaving London felt weirdly synchronous. This song was all on my mind the day Luke took me to the airport. This time I wasn’t sad because I would miss him so much. Especially since he would be visiting me in April, which was less than a month away. Truthfully I was sadder about missing London since I didn’t know when I’d be back. I’m still not sure when I’ll be back. But one thing’s for sure, I love being the American girl Luke is in love with.

Albums/EPs you gotta listen to: I Can See The Future by Leith Ross; Some Things Never Leave by Annabelle Dinda; Sunday Best (Deluxe) by Nick Jonas; luck… or something by Hilary Duff; Piss In The Wind by JOJI; Fleeting – EP by Sarah Kinsley; ((((((ultraSOUND)))))+ by The Neighbourhood; MOMENTUM! by Never Ending Fall; Kiss All the Time, Disco Occasionally by Harry Styles

Winter gave me the glimpse of the future I needed. As we step into spring, I’m feeling ready to put in the work to start making changes to set on this path. In some ways I’m already on the path, but I still feel so far from that dream I got glimpses of. Luke is coming to visit in April and I can’t wait to show him the world that’s sustained me here. It’s gonna be a good one. I’m looking forward to reporting back what the soundtrack shakes out to be.

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